Echoes of Why

Adventures

I've been bad but I'm having so much fun! I really try to continually ask the Universe to send me exactly what I need to enable me to grow, to stay positive and happy. And I get it.

For a long time I argued with myself whether or not the passionate and sensual side of me was a positive thing or an unnecessary distraction. I really believe that all facets of my spirit need to stay happy in order to keep moving forward. And the Universe has sent me what I need.

Yes, I can be a bit dangerous but I stay safe. Last weekend I knew exactly what I was doing when I 'hooked' up with a buy I met in a club. Why can't men understand that women really can want nothing more than a physical, no-strings thing? Why do they think we have some hidden motive? I knew this particular guy was going to 'disappear' the second we got back into the club - I wanted him to! But when he actually did - without a word - I just had to laugh my ass off!

Last night, I was out again. Saw a great band that played 80's electonica music. I danced, I flirted, I felt great. My girlfriend and I picked up 3 'boys' - 20-somethings. I think one of them might actually turn out to be a semi-permanent boy toy - yippee for me! It's exactly what I need to stay happy. I'm definitely not looking for more than that.

I don't know how I managed to get so many Saturday nights off work - but I'm living it up while I can! It feels great to be back out in the world as a confident, attractive woman!

ZOO

(Not really sure which category this belongs in - a new, not-yet-rated movie)

Since prime time has dulled the shocking nature of incest and pedophilia, bestiality is really the last taboo, said Dana Stevens in Slate.com. With ZOO, that frontier has been breached. Director Robinson Devor uses actors to re-enact a real 2005 incident in which a "zoophile" who called himself Mr. Hands died of a perforated colon after being penetrated by a horse. Horse-human intercourse is glimpsed only momentarily-- Zoo's two-hour run time is mostly taken up by interviews with re-enactors playing Mr. Hands' zoophile buddies, the ones who used to gather in the barn at nighttime. They describe their sexual proclivity as love for the innocence and beauty of the equine species-- a love that "will resonate with anyone who's ever confided in their dog." All this is filmed sumptuously-- glimpses of the barn swept with a cool, blue sheen, said David Ansen in Newsweek. "Rarely has a movie's style been so radically, and deliberately, at odds with its subject matter." Moralists will dismiss this movie out of hand, but the question of whether bestiality is wrong doesn't really matter here, said Nicolas Rapold in The New York Sun. The film is really a test to see if something so disgusting can be posed in such a way that everyday people can relate to it. At the very least, it's thought-provoking: "You probably won't find a film out now that triggers a post-viewing discussion--of matters emotional,aesthetic,philosophical, and,uh, logistical-- quite like this one."

(Perhaps I should have only posted this only at the Isadora Sexuality Forum....

"I Will Survive" - new lyrics

To the tune of Gloria Gaynor's "I will survive"   

SING IT GIRLS!!! (maybe in your head, if you are reading this at
work!)

Ready.. set... go...

"At first I was afraid, I was petrified.

When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!

But I'd spent so many years waiting for a man that long,

That I grew strong,

And I knew I could take you on...

But there you are, another lie,

I was ready for a Big Mac and you brought me a French Fry!

I should have known that it was bull,  just a sad pathetic
dream,

Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans!

Go on now - go, walk out the door,

Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!

Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!?
Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!

[Chorus] I will survive! I will survive!  Cuz as long as I have
batteries,

My sex life's gonna thrive!  I will always have good sex,
with a handful of latex! >>>

I will survive! I will survive! .

Hey! Hey!

It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud!

But to hell with your ego and to hell with all your needs, Now I'm saving all my lovin' for a cordless multispeed!

[Chorus]  I will survive! I will survive!

Cuz as long as I have batteries,  My sex life's gonna thrive!

I will always have good sex,   With a handful of latex!

I will survive! I will survive! ....Hey! Hey!"

"Horny Scope" (silliness)

GEMINI
May 22 - June 21
Ruling Planet: MERCURY
The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of ultr-extreme raunchy talk.

Talking about sex is Gemini's favourite hobby and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop doorway, serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex.

FAVE POSITION
As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for air if they need to.

BEST SEX TOY
Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas.

GEMINI MALE IN BED
He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive. He's a lights on, in front of the mirror kinda guy and if you make a few subtle noises and talk a wee bit dirty, he'll be very happy.

GEMINI FEMALE IN BED
She is more interested in IQ than private parts. If she can't respect the intellect, then satisfaction is not possiblefor her. She may sleep around forever and never find her true love and she is not the most faithful of the signs. She likes sex on the run, in an airplane toilet, in the storeroom at work, in the backseat of a car.

THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON GEMINI
Focus on the shoulders, arms and legs of a Gemini and you're headed for the good books. They love a good massage and their hands are so sensitive that even having their fingernails played with sends shivers up their spine! Kiss up and down each of your Gemini's arms, sneak in a few licks, nips and nibbles. If you get one or two yelps, then you know you're doing something right. Then, move onto the fingers, slowly kiss, lick, nip and nibble each fingertip, then pull out the killer move - suck on each finger, slowly, as if it's a lollipop. I'll almost offer a money back guarantee on this one working!

CHANGE...

My sexuality is one specific area of interesting change over the last 8 years. Being single ROCKS!

The links on this page can give you the more gory details ;-), but last night was a night of many firsts.

And to think, I used to be a prude! CHANGE IS GOOD - very good!

Celebrating Sensuality

I had the opportunity to attend an overnight Sensuality Fair last Saturday.  I had so much fun!

For the last year or so, I have been trying to reconcile the sexual/sensual side of me with my spiritual side.  Sometimes I would think that my sexuality was almost a distraction from my Spiritual journey.  Luckily, I was introduced to some great people who explained to me that it's not and they can co-exist.

I finally realized that in order for me to function as a complete and whole being, I must satisfy all dimensions of my personality. When one area is neglected, the rest just don't seem to gel as well.

So, I won't go into graphic detail here,  those are located elsewhere if you check out my links, but I will say that hanging out with polyamorous people in a hotel reserved for just this Fair allowed me to fulfill fantasies that I've only dreamt about.

Most of my fun involved exhibitionism. I LOVE being the center of attention and I am a natural born teacher! Hey, even wanting people to read and witness my life and thoughts on this weblog shows my exhibitionist side!

I not only celebrated my Sacred Sexuality, I revelled in it!