Movie: Stigmata (I had a choice b/t The Final Conflict and this. I couldn't handle the speech Damien gives under Jesus' cross. )
In Stigmata, the priest is describing going from being a layperson scientist to being a priest. The woman says she can't figure him out and he says,
"What I've done is get rid one set of complications and trade it for a different set."
That resonates with me and my own internal battle.