This was going to be something different - and I might still get there. But for now, I'm just going to write (and remind myself that even the typos could mean something). I am not going to think - just write.
Because when I write I feel like I'm gone - "I" "ME" "Ego" "consciousness" - gone. Hard to describe.
I feel like I am tapping into something so natural, so a part of me. I don't think I'm 'channeling' in any way - unless it's myself - that sounds really weird.
Remember when I asked the Universe to tell me the name of one of my guides. What did I get back? "CHRISTINE" --- over and over and over again. So I'm wondering - am I (no ego) my own best TEACHER? My own best GUIDE.
Very interesting - especially because I hold the belief that my Soul chose this life - every bit of it - to get me to the step in the evolution of my Soul. It is up to me (ego and consciousness) exactly how far I'll evolve. But therein lies a query, (not really for my mind but a possible reaction for others) - isn't EVERYTHING that happens to you in this life YOUR CHOICE? And...
IS THAT A GOOD THING OR BAD THING?