In addition to whatever subconscious behavior I may still have, I also think I feel tremendous guilt. And I really can't put a finger on what it is about exactly. If it's from this lifetime, it's to do with financial matters - namely the situation I left my ex-husband in after our divorce. Which was not malicious at all, but I still feel guilty. I think that is just one thing that keeps me struggling financially. Bits of things always come thru to save my butt, but it's always been a struggle. It's seems to be a hump I can't get over.
My friend's mother (who knows that her and I have met before) told me I need hypnosis. That was before she knew me - I met her last summer and she said it as soon as she saw me. It was a "freaky" thing.
I was checking stats on this blog today and clicked on a link that came up. It had to do with hypnosis (but for finding your soulmate).