hippie_chick

Unique journeyman (woman) using her gifts to get back home!

I could write volumes about who I am, how I found myself and my path toward inner peace and finding my Soul's purpose.

I am an infinite Spiritual Being having a temporary Human Experience. I hope to learn all I can in this lifetime, so I don't have to re-learn the same lessons next time around.

I am a survivor of childhood trauma and three foster homes, and I know first-hand what that does to one's self-esteem and the ability to live consciously. I believe my purpose involves helping other people with similar issues and situations. It's when I feel at peace, filled with intention and like I am using my God-given talents.

Sometimes I feel like a child experiencing the world for the first time.
I spent the first 30 years of my life as a prisoner to my subconscious, one damaged by childhood trauma and lack of parental love and acceptance. Of course, I didn't know that I was living like this because it was, well - subconscious.

Over the next 8 years, I found the path, stumbled on and off it, but learned from every lesson in the hopes of cleaning out my subconscious. 2010 has been a monumental year for cleaning out skeletons and battling demons that were barely hanging on. Shining your light on them is the best weapon :-)

Thanks to the help of dear friends, I've discovered that I am extraordinarily Intuitive. I try to use this to help others gain the wisdom that they have always had inside of themselves but didn't know how to access.

I strive every day to live with an attitude of gratitude. I believe that by doing so, we can create the Life we want. The Universe will answer if you ask it nicely and with Grace, but you have to be open to the answers. The answers come in all different forms, you just have to recognize that quite possibly everything is a GIFT and is something you and your Soul asked for.

I have 3 wonderful boys and I am in awe watching them become individuals. Hopefully I can raise them in a nurturing, loving and accepting environment so they grow into emotionally stable adults.

I've learned how to keep all aspects of my multi-dimensional personality happy. My scientific side is satisfied through my work as a hospital lab technician (it also pays the bills). My creative side stays happy by teaching Ballroom and Latin Dancing and by writing. My spiritual side is kept happy by helping other people understand life and themselves a little better. I enjoy making people face their true selves, demons and angels, dark and light, in the hope that they will achieve their potential in life and use their God-given talents in service to others.

I believe that all humans have Intuitive ability, but some know how to tap into it more than others. It really is nothing more than energy. My life is FILLED with "coincidences", but I don't believe in them - I believe everything happens for a reason. I also believe that our Souls choose the life we have and we are given the opportunities to learn from every experience we have. What can YOU teach me?

I am a consummate student of Life and a knowledge Junkie!

Personality-wise, I communicate in the abstract and can find deep hidden meaning in the way M&M's fall out of the bag. People who don't know me well may find this annoying at times, but I try to remember that not everyone understands the abstract.

I am a work-in-progress just trying to survive being a human.

I have kept a journal since I was a child. My hope here is that something I say, something I write, will help one person on their journey, or make just one person smile, laugh and think.

Most of what I write will have probably been said by someone much wiser than me, either through music, movie scripts, poems, books and other sources, since the beginning of time. But the message is the same and credit doesn’t really matter in the big picture. I thank them for their inspiration. Often my writing is nothing more than a stream of conscious and the thoughts that race through my head during mindful meditation. I hope it makes sense to someone.

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded." – Emerson

Peace and Love