Sharing my peculiar gifts and sharing my ability to make people feel uncomfortable.. in the hope that it will wake them up enough to SHARE their own gifts!
I could write volumes about who I am, how I found myself and my path toward inner peace and finding my Soul's purpose. It is truly an on-going process.
I am an Infinite Soul trying to survive being human. I hope to learn all I can in this lifetime, so I don't have to re-learn the same lessons the next time around.
I am a survivor of childhood torture, trauma and the foster care system. I know first-hand what that can do to one's self-esteem and the ability to live consciously.
I only awoke from living subconsciously a short time ago. I believe my purpose this time around is to help like-minded survivors dance with their own shadows and kick subconscious skeleton-ass!
I've discovered that I am extraordinarily Intuitive. I also have the strange ability to attract "mirrors" into my life - we all have similar things to teach & learn.
Answers and wisdom can come in a variety of different forms, you just have to recognize that [quite] possibly everything is a GIFT and is something you and your Soul has asked for.
I also believe that our Souls choose the life that we have and we have ALL of Life's answers within US. I hold dearly those Souls who have come into my life to remind me of the lessons I thought I had learned years ago. It is almost like looking into the bathroom mirror!
I am a consummate student of Life and a knowledge Junkie! What can YOU teach me? I only wish that I could teach YOU something.. anything..
I have learned how to keep all aspects of my multi-dimensional personality happy. This means satisfying my logical & thinking side, my artistic & creative side and my spiritual side. I do this through a few different avenues but when one aspect is being neglected I know instantly.
Personality-wise, I communicate in the abstract and can find deep hidden meaning in the way M&M's fall out of the bag. People who don't know me very well may find this annoying at times, but I try to remember that not everyone understands the abstract. I am also (perhaps) pathologically-optimistic which also equates to being annoying, Can I help you see the positive to even the most horrible of things?
Often my writing is nothing more than a stream of consciousness in-the-moment and the thoughts that race through my head when I allow my brain to run free (a rarity). Sometimes I refer to those thoughts as "squirrels"... distracting me from the moment at hand.. I hope it makes sense to someone and perhaps makes a difference.
I have 3 wonderful sons and I am in awe of the amazing adults they have become. I hope that I have raised them to be accepting of life in its many forms and that they have a healthy self-image and can share their own gifts with the world.
"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded." – Ralph Waldo Emerson
spirituality, psychology, relationships, Soul-volution, human sexuality, amusement parks, bodies of water, sunshine, games and puzzles, ballroom & Latin dancing, communicating, looking at the clouds, motivational speaking, cleaning out the bullshit in your head & kicking skeleton ass, overcoming childhood trauma, building self-esteem, 70's music, anything that provides wisdom and occasionally being a pain in the butt.. but most of all.. just being a HUGE pain in the ASS!